Martes, Abril 9, 2013

15. Hard for me to Hate you

I am a very cheerful person. My friends get energy from me when they feel low. But this happy person they see in me has her own sad story. This story happened during high school. It feels really sad during that time. I never thought that situation would come to my high school life.

I was buying a soft drink to the sari-sari store with my friends in front of our school, and my classmates and their friend was standing by there. They were talking about girls then suddenly I heard my name.And it all started there. My friend begun teasing to that guy over and over everyday. Luckily, it's almost vacation that time. But that didn't stop there, my friends continued teasing me when we gent back to school. We were a block section so it was easy for them to tease me everyday. I let them do they want, I didn't care. Until one day someone texted me saying he was the guy my friends were teasing to me. I replied to his text "why?" Then he replied a very long message and as I was reading it I figured out that it was my so call "Best Friend". I was so hurt that time not because he wasn't the one who texted me but because my friends broke my trust. Two of my friends were able to do that to me. I felt so sad when I found out because two of the most important people in my life actually played with my feelings. That was the lowest part of my high school life. My own friends played with my feelings and that just made me feel so bad for myself. I love my friends so much that hating the is the hardest thing. I cried for how many night because I can't tell them how I felt when they crushed my trust. I felt normal when I'm with them but by the time I'm about to sleep, I remember all the bad feelings that I've been keeping inside.

Even when we confronted each other, it was like I was the one wrong because I hide my feelings. But I just did that knowing that they are my so called best friends so they should know what would I feel. Though I still have this feeling inside me at least I know to myself that I've forgiven them but forgetting is impossible for me. Now I will you that experience so that I won't be hurt anymore.

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